I can’t stop thinking about it.

I feel like I didn’t just lose the wedding and reception I wanted, but everything that comes with it.

I was so looking forward to my bridal shower, bachelorette party, trying on dresses, picking out invitations, registering for gifts, writing our ceremony, and all the other things that come with having a wedding.

I kind of feel like I will resent John’s parents for the rest of my life for taking this away from us.

I’m so stressed about the whole thing, it’s making me sick. I just wanted to have a fun time bowling with my friends and family…why did that have to be ruined?